Not finding any good nude in front of window pics this week I went with my other favorite-nude in pool. Full gallery can be viewed here.
Posted by Vixen as Sexy Sensations at 10:17 PM CDT
July 15th, 2007
Nude In Pool
July 14th, 2007
Real Doll Documentary
In 2005 I blogged about Real Dolls. I found a Real Doll documentary at both Feministing and Scanner. Personally, I don’t see the appeal of dating an inanimate object but after watching the video it seems the Real Dolls are fulfilling a need. From a sex worker perspective I found the film really interesting. The men featured reminded me of some of my callers. The ones I’m thinking of are the guys that are single, socially awkward, have failed relationships under their belt and are mostly looking for companionship instead of a hot and heavy sex call. In a world as overpopulated as ours it is telling that many people can feel so isolated and lonely.
The scenes of the Real Doll Factory are fascinating. What a strange place to work eh? I have to give kudos to the people who made the film. They do not attack the doll owners or the Real Doll company and instead let them tell their story.
July 13th, 2007
When A Client Dies-Part 2
While it’s entirely possible that several clients have died I only know of two. Last month I wrote about CT which can be read here. Today I’m going to write about Latex Geezer.
LG expressed his desire to meet in person during our very first call. I didn’t take him seriously-lots of guys tell me this. After we had talked for awhile I felt comfortable enough to do an in person with him. He was a state away and drove down to see me.
We met at a restaurant for lunch. He was old; I knew this already. I didn’t expect the skin to be sagging so much and for him to look so frail. And he wants me to spank him I thought as I looked at him across the table.
Back in his hotel room I focused instead on his crossdressing. I’ll be honest-he wasn’t a pretty site dressed up in a corset, panties, stockings, and heels. I put on my sex worker smile and worked on his make up and jewelry. He had a fetish for latex, thus his nickname, and we incorporated it in almost every scene.
We did several professional sessions together. I did spank him in time but it was more lightly smacking instead of spanking. I made sure to use noisy toys to give the illusion that I was spanking hard.
Then after a session he asked me to marry him. I was taken aback. Was he serious? I was young enough to be his daugher and barely young enough to be his granddaughter. He wanted to move past the pro sessions and become my personal slave/husband. I said no. Actually I said no many times because he asked me repeatedly. Though I told him I had a husband he conveniently forgot this and chose to believe I had a boyfriend instead.
LG had money to throw around and offered to buy a home in my area if he could be my personal slave. He implied that he would eventually put the house into my name. On a visit we went to a real estate agent where I pretended to be his niece. We looked at several houses together. He didn’t like my choices, nor I his. Ignoring my advice he chose a big house that was overpriced. He would split his time in his home state to be with his grown children and in his new home to spend time with me.
As for being my slave, I told LG I already had a partner that met my sexual and kinky needs. I made it very clear I did not want a live in slave. Since he was no spring chicken he couldn’t do hard labor for me. That left him with the option of personal assistant slave. We worked out an agreement. He would run errands for me and I would occasionally play with him. The scenes we’d do would be crossdressing, feminization, maid training and light spanking. He agreed and seemed happy with the situation.
Around this time readers I made a bad mistake as a sex worker. I believed a client who was used to getting his fantasies fulfilled in a pro session would be content to fulfill the duties I wanted fulfilled as a personal slave. In short, I believed something that was too good to be true.
At first it was great. I sent him to pick up groceries, look up info, run all over town to locate a hard to find item. I’d stop by his house and dress him up as a maid. He’d serve me my favorite foods. Afterwards I’d put clothespins on his nipples, spank him or tie him up and make him watch a bdsm video to tease him.
Things quickly went downhill. We began to bicker almost every time we got together. He started making excuses instead of fulfilling orders. He’d question why he even had to do tasks. This made me stop doing scenes with him. If I wasn’t getting my end of the bargain then why should he? He did continue to take me out to dinner. I’ve eaten at some of the best restaurants where I live because of him. Our politics were diametrically opposed, he didn’t understand many of my interests and I couldn’t talk about my personal life so conversation was always lackluster. After a spanking or crossdressing scene he would complain that we didn’t go further. He kept dropping hints that he wanted to please me in every way since I was such a sensual Goddess. I knew what he meant and ignored him.
It was in LA where things finally fell apart. Mr. Radical, Sera and I had gone out to LA on a roadtrip. I agreed to go to the hormone doctor with LG. In my mind this was another trade. I fulfilled his fantasy of going to the boobie doctor, he paid for part of my vacation. LG took Sera and I out to dinner and our Mismatched Whores joke was born. That can be read about here and here.
He demanded to lick my pussy. He had given me money for LA so he wanted something in return. I was pissed. How dare he say such a thing! I reminded him that sexual service was never part of our agreement. LG sneered that if he couldn’t be my sexual slave then he was giving the house to his children. I had always suspected he might do this so it didn’t come as a shock. We fought and yelled as we drove through LA rush hour traffic. I will give him credit though. I ordered him to drop me off at my hotel room and he did. That was the last time I saw him in person.
We kept in contact over the phone. He started having health issues though he downplayed the severity. December was busy for him. He had several grandchildren and didn’t have time to check in with me. I was glad for the break. The trade we had agreed to had completely fallen apart. It felt like constant work to deal with him and I was no longer getting paid.
The last I heard from him was in January. He said the time apart had helped him and now he was committed to being my slave. I didn’t believe it. After many refusals to do what I told him he’d come back pleading with just this line. He promised to return in the spring. But then he vanished. I didn’t realize right away. Mr. Radical and I were moving across town and I got wrapped up in my own life. My last conversation with LG was a typical argument so I was glad to have some time apart.
A few months later I dreamed of LG. He was in a hospital bed with a gown on and tubes in his arms and nose. His children surrounded him. He sat upright and reached out his arms. “Mistress, Mistress, Mistress” he called over and over. He family was shocked but he kept calling out to me. I woke up with his voice in my head.
As I drank my morning coffee I googled his name and “obit”. Up popped his obituary. It was April 6th but he died at the beginning of March. Did he really call out to me on his deathbed? I have no way of knowing. But the dream felt real. Even typing it out gives me a little chill.
No matter what we called it I considered LG to be a client. He liked to call himself my slave. But he never really was. With hindsight I realize LG wanted to be an Erectionland slave. I would play with him in the dungeon, fulfilling all his fantasies because they were my fantasies too. The only work I would make him do would be frivolous if it did not somehow fulfill his desires. Today I realize LG wanted a girlfriend who would fulfill his every fantasy. What he didn’t realize was that because of his age and his health he needed to pay to get all his desires met. In hindsight I realize I never should have agreed to a trade. I should have kept our relationship a professional one. I have more thoughts on this but this post is getting long. I’ll write up a Part 3 to this series.
When A Client Dies Series
When A Client Dies-Part 1
Posted by Vixen as PSO Confessions at 6:06 PM CDT
July 11th, 2007
An Eyebrow Raising Quote
“I’ve been to the jungle. I’ve studied with those little brown men.”
-a new client telling me about his worldly travels
Posted by Vixen as Quote Book at 10:37 PM CDT
July 10th, 2007
I Got My Copy!
“I have reason to believe the disk - containing a full set of the telephone records for the 13 year operational history of “Pamela Martin & Associates” - already has been pirated. Despite our very best intentions to maintain control of the information, our efforts seemingly have been for naught. I am concerned about manipulation of the database with false and misleading information. Even though such falsifications can be refuted in time by comparing an altered copy with the original, my attorney, Mr. Sibley and I fear that in the intervening time period, considerable damage can and will be done to the reputations of individual and entities with no connection to the business. Additionally, the overall validity of the records’ contents will be diminished when one false accusation after another begins to manifest. Therefore, to thwart any possible distorted version and to ensure the integrity of the information, the records – in their entirety — are available for downloading.”
Did you get a copy so you can turn indie reporter and expose crooked politicians? I did! Reader Matt left a comment about her website which I had not thought to check. Thanks for the tip Matt! And a huge thanks to Ms. Palfrey and her lawyer Mr. Sibley for releasing this information.
The tidal wave has already started:
From Yahoo News:
Senator’s number on escort service list
“Sen. David Vitter, R-La., apologized Monday night for “a very serious sin in my past” after his telephone number appeared among those associated with an escort service operated by the so-called “D.C. Madam.”"
Posted by Vixen as News at 3:10 PM CDT
July 9th, 2007
Sugasm #87
The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #88? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.
This Week’s Picks
The Other Night that I Was Waiting For
“We could have an entire relationship without ever leaving this spot.”
In the Beginning
“The actual piercing was exquisite – one fraction of a second of pain, followed by a feeling of pleasure like I have never experienced.”
A modern romance or just wanking off in front of the computer screen?
“And then there are some people you want in your bed. ”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
The Torture Porn Debate
Editor’s Choice
Never say never
See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.
Sexy b&w pic courtesy of Catalina Loves Her Collar.
Posted by Vixen as Sugasm at 8:29 PM CDT
July 8th, 2007
Window Theme
Another nude by a window gallery. I think I’ve stumbled onto a theme now.
Posted by Vixen as Sexy Sensations at 12:31 AM CDT
July 7th, 2007
Condom Testers Down Under
From Reuters:
Stretch your talents as a condom tester
“Condom makers say it’s the world’s best job, a “sexecutive position.” An Australian company is seeking real life testers for its condom products.
“Got what it takes to be an official condom tester?” asks an advertisement launched by Durex Australia next to a photo of a busty young woman in a revealing nurse’s outfit.”
Sure it’s an unpaid position but the bragging rights have got to be worth something.
Posted by Vixen as News at 10:28 AM CDT
July 5th, 2007
I Want A Copy
From Yahoo! News:
Alleged madam can distribute records
“A woman accused of running a prostitution ring in the nation’s capital is free to distribute thousands of pages of phone records after a federal judge lifted a restraining order on Thursday.
U.S. District Court Judge Gladys Kessler’s order granted the request of Deborah Jeane Palfrey, 51, of Vallejo, Calif., to quash restrictions by government prosecutors that prohibited her from giving away the list.”
I so want a copy to review on my blog. Please Ms. Palfrey? Pretty please?
Posted by Vixen as News at 10:52 PM CDT
July 4th, 2007
Blog Against Theocracy
The Lizard Queen turned me onto the Blog Against Theocracy event happening. Her response and Evil Bender’s post are good reads. I thought I’d join in.
I’m currently reading The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins and loving it. While I am Pagan I still find his arguments very compelling. Polytheism doesn’t escape his criticism but compared to monotheism it comes out relatively unscathed.
The more I read of his book the more I believe the President of the US should be an atheist. Now I know the likelihood of that isn’t high in the current political climate. But just imagine if the President was a hardcore atheist instead of a hardcore fundamentalist. To take the vision further imagine if overzealous faith was a campaign killer. Candidates throughout Congress and local seats would bend over backwards declaring their faith a private matter that in no way influenced their duty to this country.
Many issues would cease to be so controversial if the people who ran the government weren’t making decisions according to their faith. Abortion, birth control, sex education, pornography, gay marriage, gay adoption, assisted suicide, stem cell research, the teaching of evolution just to name a few. What a wonderful country that would be.
And on a somewhat related note-Does anyone else think Dawkins is hot? Those sexy eyes, that little smirk, that dedication to being an activist. Yum.
Posted by Vixen as Musings at 9:00 PM CDT
July 3rd, 2007
Broken Bath Brush
Normally I’m all for buying well made toys, toys from a reputable seller with a good reputation. But sometimes buying toys on a whim can be very fun. Take the toy pictured above for example. Mr. Radical and I had been teasing each other while shopping at Walmart and bought this toy to play with when we got home.
(Tangent: My activist side compels me to tell you I do my best to boycott Walmart. Not living in a big city makes it difficult however. I tally up a list of things that can be found no where else in town and go to the evil store once or twice a month.)
While not a “real” spanking implement the bath brush worked quite well. It had a surprising sting to it and was innocent enough that if left out accidently would not alarm vanilla house guests.
The other day I was spanking Mr. Radical with the brush. It was a harder spanking and his ass was getting quite red. Then out of nowhere-CRACK! The bath brush splits in two. We had a moment of panic where I had to make sure he wasn’t bleeding or didn’t have any wood splinters. Check out the close up, the break is a sharp one:
He was ok and we decided to go on with the spanking. I grabbed the trusty leather strap. Made well, tough leather, polished wood handle-it wasn’t going to break on us.
After we were done playing Mr. Radical says “You know, you should probably blog about this.” To which I replied “I was thinking the same thing.”
Posted by Vixen as Musings at 11:22 PM CDT
July 2nd, 2007
Sugasm #86
The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #87? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.
This Week’s Picks
Ménage
“Sometimes, she’s even more the centre of things than he is, since she is a more recent addition to the dynamic, and since we both adore her.”
Money and Sex
“And then in walks sex, #1 potential button pusher of all times.”
Denied - 11
“There’s a click, and a lifting of restriction, and cool, soothing moistness.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
The Skeptical Pornographer: The G-Spot.
Editor’s Choice
A fitting for a marriage
See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.
Groovy sexy model courtesy of The Erotica Journals.
Posted by Vixen as Sugasm at 3:07 PM CDT
July 1st, 2007
Whose Pussy?
“I love my vagina!”
-A new caller moaned this as I was describing fucking his ass with a dildo.
Posted by Vixen as Quote Book at 11:07 PM CDT