I’ve had two clients remind me of relatives. The first was Fabulous Foot Slut who looks just like my Father-in-law. I wrote about him in my post When Clients Look Like Relatives. I only talked to the second client over the phone which was much less disturbing.
During my second year working the phone a man in his fifties called me. He lived in my home state. Not only that he lived about 100 miles from where my father currently lives. (I’ll call him Home State Man.) HSM was only two years older than my father. They had similar accents. They even used the same slang.
It was unnerving. HSM started telling me about his fetish and I heard my father talking. I panicked and checked that it wasn’t my dad’s number. It wasn’t of course and yet my stomach would not calm down. I could feel it doing flip flops and my throat felt clenched.
HSM was into heavy cock and ball torture and chastity. Normally I’m good at these types of calls. But my voice sounded stitted and I was simply at a loss for words. HSM was a great client. He prompted me along, indicating what he wanted to hear me say. I tried to give him a good call but all I could focus on was how he sounded just like my dad. I’d try to think of something to smack his cock with and the phrase “He sounds like my Dad, he sounds like my Dad” kept repeating itself in my head. I felt it was a lackluster call and couldn’t wait until it was over.
Surprisingly he called back. HSM was such a pleasant guy that again I tried to ignore the voice similarity. But the resemblance was too strong. I just felt wigged out the whole time talking to him. If he had sounded like a cousin or maybe an uncle then I could have dealt with it. Even with FFS’s similarity to my father in law I’ve learned to deal with. But a client sounding like my own father? I couldn’t handle it.
I realized I had to cut him off and was sad to do so. I couldn’t bring myself to tell him the real reason. That seemed too cruel. Instead I made up an excuse that the cock and ball torture was too much for me and referred him to a Mistress friend who specialized in that kind of domination. He was understanding as I knew he would be.
I know HSM had the potential to become a regular client. He would have been a reliable one whose calls were predictable and easy. How do I know? I have a sort of PSO vibe. Sometimes I know a guy is a wanker, sometimes I know he’ll become a regular. It’s a hard to define quality. It’s just a “sense” that I get.
HSM called my PSO friend. It was for the best. She gets a regular client, he gets good phone and I don’t get creeped out by what sounds like my father describing needles going into the head of his penis.
Posted by Vixen as PSO Confessions at 7:52 PM CST